I don't know who I am anymore. I've changed. I used to be a sweet girl, someone who was always on her game, thinking I would never be like the seniors who struggle. Someone who was just so passionate.

Now, I'm not. My grades are a roller coaster. I honestly don't know if I'll be able to graduate. I'm acting like a bitch to people, snapping at friends and family. And I find my one true passion to be boring.

Right now, I don't wanna be home. My parents are at my throat. I just wanna crawl up in hole somewhere.

What happened to me? Why did I have to change into this......monster?